To the person who jumped in front of my subway train last night

I’m sorry life got to be too much for you.

I’m sorry for whatever happened to you that made life unbearable.

I’m sorry for your friends and family. I’m sure they will miss you.

I’m sorry I was probably making a stupid happy face at the moment you died because I was getting to ride the new subway train for the first time. That is undignified.

I’m sorry the subway driver will have this etched on his brain.

I’m sorry the woman next to me turned and bitched about having to find another way home. She is not a good person.

I’m sorry your life ended this way.

I’m sorry you couldn’t get help.

I hope you are in a better place.